~ my friends ~

Friday, December 4, 2009

.: aku wanita biasa :.


aku...bukan lah superwoman...aku....juga bisa nanges...bila hatiku dilukai...bila aku dah tertanggung beban...


let me cry please~~~~

erm...tq..tq...

now...feel much better...

attention~~i'm just an ordinary girl..a girl trying to love n be loved..n trying to have her own little space...will u let her?

all of a sudden...SAYA PENAT....ari ni rase sgt penat...erm...mungkin sebab aku lembut sgt kot...erm..too nice i guess...erm...kene tukar cahracter ni...but...i won't b myself la cam tu...how ar?aiya....help me lor~~complicated...

ar..erm...tau kot nape tetibe emosi gini...terlewat 2 mgu dah....

sume org nampak aku sebagai wanita yg ceria..happy go lucky...easy going...senang...tak byk soal...n some ppl think that i am manja...am i?

but do they know...what lies deep inside of me?

the answer is no..no one knows...

well ppl...i do need my own time...my own privacy time...so that i can spend the time with my loved ones~my umi n family...

saye rase for this year...i've sacrificing my time for my career...so...is it wrong if i ask for a break...just for a moment...

no...i'm not complaining...saye x complaint...cume sy ingin meluahkan...saye rase saye juge perlukan rehat...
saye juge nak jumpe kwn2...nak join reunion...nak pegi kenduri kwn2...

kan?

x sabar nk tgu jage spm ni abes...nak rehat!!!!!!b4 skolah bukak...n i'll get back to my hectic schedule...

teringat lagu KD~aku wanita biasa

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

kadang ku happy...tp..x salah kan utk ku nanges...
kadang ku kuat...tp x salah kan utk ku rasa penat...
kadang2 sy luang mase utk kerjaya...tp sy juga ada keluarga..ye...sy x punya suami lg...tp sy punya UMMI n adek2...mereka keluarga saya...

ape...bile dh keje...term keluarga merujuk kpd suami shj?sampai mereka lupa kpd kami2 yg punya ibubapa yg lebih memerlukan perhatian dr seorg anak...???

bile bg keje...sume bg kat org bujang...fine...certain time..i don't mind..tp...bile sy juga minta masa utk sy bersama keluarga...sy harap mereka faham...

sy balik putrajaya pon satu masalah ker...diorg slalu ty...ade ape balik putrajaya...bukan ade suami...
hello!sy ade ummi...terdiam diorg...ape la diorg ni...sy balik putrajaya pon satu isu jugak ker...sy minta habis awal jage spm pon isu ker...oh come on!sume yg mengawas exam tu org sane...org tempatan...salah ke sy minta ruang utk dilepaskan awal...spy sy boleh luangkan msa cuti dgn family...

bukan saye je...sy perasan almost sume cikgu2 bujang cam sayer la...cik edzna..cik intan...en syahmi...pity us...huhu...glad to have them...sekurang2nyer ader la kwn....

erm...trying to be better...not good at expressing it directly...but hope that by writing in this blog will at least lessen my burden n sadness...

4 comments:

cikgupj said...

kekadang orang lupa bahawa keluarga mesti letak nombor satu.mungkin tak sama bagi semua orang.bagi yang tak kisah dengan keluarga tu, janganlah pulak nak samakan orang lain dengan dirinya kan?
begitulah pengorbanan seorang guru yang tak semua orang tahu...guru lebih banyak menangis daripada ketawa...namun orang hanya melihat guru ketawa, sebab air mata guru jatuhnya ke dalam...kesian cikgu.

fidahchomell said...

x tau ler...pd diorg cikgu2 yg dh berkawen je yg dikatakan dh berkeluarga...sy ade keluarga jugak...sy x tau ler kalo cpj dh kawen..sory kalo ade yg terase....

maznah said...

sian yer...
tpi x per sye sokong tcher...
tcher cpt ar kwen...

fidahchomell said...

kawen?tbe2 x ready lg la plak...huhu....