quality time

okay.school holiday is almost coming to the end 😱😱😱

this year as a new teacher at my new school,i was appointed to invigilate spm.so i've missed the first two weeks of school holidays.nevertheless,the balance are more than enough.for the first week after i am done with the invigilating,i just spend the days at my mom's house.spending time with the kids,play with them,do art activities (my fav and alya's too) 😁

alhamdulillah i managed to do homemade playdough and paint because i wanted to let adik to explore toi and at his current age,everything is to be tasted before doing anything with it 😅😅😅.so, by using all the non toxic ingredients,it is safer for him to taste it first but it is not meant to be eaten k baby 😭😭😭

as a mother,especially a working mother like me, when u have breaks like school holidays it is for u to spend with ur loved ones.a quality one please.means that no hp or other gadgets.so to those who hardly reach me during this school holiday.i am truly sorry 😔 sometimes, i forgot to charge my hp..hahaha..so busy entertaining them..

so mothers out there,especially a working one,spend the little time you have with your kids a quality one 😊

i am a working mother

yes..i am a working mother..and i am proud to write here even though i am a working mother,i still do other house chores on my own.from laundry to cooking to cleaning the house,folding clothes,ironing clothes etc....the list goes on..and i am thankful enough that i decided to choose being a teacher..at first being a teacher is not in my list when i wanted to apply for my upu.but looking at the courses,i wanted to do only maths.so after discussing with umi,she agreed that i chose education as my course.alhamdulillah..

erm..back to the topic. recently there are a lot of status and hot topics on being a stay at home mom (sahm) vs working mom.

when i first read all the status,i did feel small.i looked at my kids.oh my!what have i done to them.felt like i've sinned them by leaving them with babysitter.. 😞

but when i looked back,i did cook for them,wash their clothes,play with them..yes.it is not fulltime but i still can find time to do what sahm do to their kids.insya Allah..dengan izinNya..

and i still feel proud that i am a working mother who is a teacher.being a teacher means that i teach and educate kids.i share knowledge that i have with other kids out there.sometimes i do have the thought of resigning anf just stay at home.but after i did some deep thinking,hey i am doing a noble job.no.it is not just a job.it is a responsibility!yes!that is it!i believe if we carry out the resposibility the best that we could,Allah will repay us with the best result too.not just that, in other way,we also 'berkongsi rezeki' with the babysitter.remember the pay that we get is not just ours.there are some parts are meant to be shared with others.. smile =) dapat pahala.in a way we help the needy housewife whom might need extra money for their living.smile again =) and when we work,we won't feel guilty to give money to our parents. *kalau guna duit suami mungkin segan segan nak mintak kan*

so i should not feel small being a working mother.i should feel proud!i work but i will still try to spend time with my kids as much as i can.insya Allah.try to do what other sahm do!so to all working mothers out there.wake up!don't feel small.we work but we still do other house works! ( unless u do not play your role as a wife and mother at home..that is something serious )

so a little advice to all mothers out there.whether u are a stay at home mom or a working mother.we are mothers.i am not writing this to say that working mothers are good.but a little words to be shared with other working mothers out there.to soothe them for currently there a lot of updates on stay at home mom. *working mothers ada sikit sikit terasa kot* =(

mana tahu suatu hati nanti ada rezeki kita untuk duduk di rumah juga

as for now..be happy with what u r doing..ur job might be ur route to jannah if u do them sincerely..insya Allah

-i am a working mother who is a mother of two-

quality time with le famili

lama kot rasanya tak main bowling...sejak kawen mcm tak pernah je main bowling..heeee...so sabtu baru ni saya spend masa dgn family tercinta untuk bermain bowling...seronok sangat!!!!

 

dan markah paling rendah itu haruslah saya...huhu....

.: comeback :.

lama sangat sangat kot tak update blog...
btw, saya dah ada dua orang anak n i'm moving back to sg besar..
erm...kembali kepada tempat asal saya memulakan kerjaya..
haha..
thought of coming back to this blogging thingy since i have  a lot to say, share and write.
yes i have facebook but it is just quite limited for me to express my thought..
since i already have this blog, so i already have a better space to share..
well..pray that i'll istiqamah to do so!

alhamdulillah...meet my little family =)

kadang-kadang dalam hidup ini kita tidak semestinya akan selalu menang. adatlah, ada kalah, ada menang
tak semestinya kata kita sahaja yang betul. cuba dengar kata orang lain dan kaji, mungkin ada betulnya juga

mengalah bukan bererti kalah, sebalinya menang kerana berjaya mencari  perdamaian

terasa hendak memulakan hidup sendiri. tapi takut ada hati yang terguris, ibarat menarik rambut dalam tepung. rambut tak putus, tepung tidak bersepah...
*erk...ada ka ayat dia macam tu?hantam saje lah*

aish...jiwa kacau...tapi kena decide dalam masa terdekat..
oh Allah, please make things ease for me..

agar hati insan-insan yang disayangi tidak terguri dan insan yang paling disayangi tidak berkecil hati dan mengalirkan air mata... =(

assalamualaikum

dan hye! ^_^

masih belum terlambat untuk mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri!

maaf zahir dan batin!

dan buat pertama kalinya sejak baligh...saya puasa penuh sebulan!

erk...jangan bat spekulasi itu..saya puasa penuh mungkin sebab alya masih menyusu badan =)

heee...raya tahun ini kali pertama beraya di rumah mertua

sedih dan sayu sebab first tie tidak beraya dengan ummi tercinta..

tapi raya ke4 seronok sebab balik penang semua sekali..

suke...suke... ^_^

rumah ibu mertuaku adalah sangat didatangi orang sanga ramai dari hari raya ke4 sehingglah sebelum saya bergerak ke penang pada hari raya ke4..

*letih basuh pinggan*

dan makan sangat banyak....ish ish...no good!

dan sekarang dah back ti work...heee....banyaknye kerja kene buat..lepas tu dengar2 macam sekolah cuti awal bulan 11, so time is running out!

syllabus takj habis lagi...pbs tak settle lagi...

*stress*

seminggu lebh berkepit dengan alya najihah, semalam macam alya tau2 je yang ummi dia nak start keje..

punyala manja..nak didukung dan dipeluk2 aje..

suus bitol pon tak mau...nak nyut nyut aje...

*pergi sekolah pon dok terbayang muka comel dia...adeh...NAK JADI SURIRUMAH BOLEH?*

banyak sebenarnya nak tulis, sambung nanti...

mau pergi siapkan minit mesyuarat math yang tertangguh itu...hehehehe

.: alya najihah first birthday :.

.happy first birthday alya najihah...

according to hijrah year, alya was born on 18 ramadan 1432H..so on this date, i have safely delivered a lil human named alya najihah a year ago..sp alya dah setahun lah!!!!

alhamdulillah...sebelum ni tak berkesempatan untuk menceritakan pengalaman bersalin dan membesarkan alya najihah..

alya najihah anak yang bijak dan banyak akai!

ada saja yang nak dibuat. tak boleh duduk diam...

suka explore....

hee.....

aktif... *macam umminya kata babanya*

erm...teringat balik setahun yang lalu. kalau nak diikutkan alya dah overdue, ikt edd 12 ogos 2011 tapi tak ada tanda2 pun, umminya ni tak ada rasa sakit langsung

rilek aje..weekend tu siap pegi jalan jalan kat bazar

*konon-konon nak bagi bersalin cepat*

sampaila hari isnin, saya masih berpuasa.

selepas je solat asar, rasa sakit perut.

lepastu hilang, ok buat macam biasa je. lepas 5 minit, sakit lagi, dan lagi...dan lagi..

lepas tu check kat toilet ada show.

terus panggil umi. siap2 siap bawa bekal nak buka puasa pergi la klinik.

sampai2 kat klinik, masuk kat satu bilik ni, macam bilik menunggu untuk check sebelum layak masuk ke labour room...heeee...

check2, baru buka 1 cm, doktor tu suruh pegi hosp kajang...saya mestilah tak nak..dah hospital putrajaya dekat dengan rumah, apa perlu ke kajang pulak..

encik zauji pun datang, bincang2, balik rumah saja..

rasa tak sedap hati, pergi hosp serdang. still bukaan 1 cm, balik rumah dan tidur..

dalam pukul 6 am tersedar, rasa basah je, tgk2 ada lendir + darah...sangat takut. tak tahu nak buat apa, kejut zauji, kejut umi, sekali lagi ke hospital serdang.

still bukaan baru 2 cm...tapi perut dah sakit sangat2 dah...

kalau dah bukaan 4 cm baru diorang bagi masuk labour room.

so, balik rumah la..apa lagi...huhuhu

rehat je kat rumah, hari rabu tu cuti nuzul quran, so zauji cuti..

dalam lepas zuhur, aunty dari lumut call tanya dah bersalin ke..bila dengar belum n i'm happily landing at home, terus diarahkan ke hospital untuk check if the baby ok since dah overdue.

pergi la hospital, checl baby semua ok, contraction on and off..doktor dah nak suruh balik dah.

sambil tunggu doktor tulis kat buku warna merah tu, saja je cakap kat doktor, this is the dialogue...still ingat, walaupun dah setahun...hehehehe

'puan balik dulu, contraction dah kuat, datang balik'

'ok...saya sebenarnya harap sangat2 baby keluar tak petang ni, pagi esok sebab bapanya ada kat sini'

'suami puan duduk mana?'

'suami saya kerja di sg besar, hari ni nuzul quran cuti, so dia ada kat sini'

'owh...doa2lah puan yer'

me pon tunggu saja kat depan tu nak tunggu buku merah....

lepas tu...

'pn wan rafidah, puan bersalin je lah sekarang since puan harap nak bersalin malam ni atau esok pagi kan?'

boleh?terkejut teman, sebab dah set in mind nak balik rumah dan berehat saja...

heeeee.....

masuk labour room lebih kurang pukul 6 pm. zauji taman..sakit2 macam tu la...paling tak tahan dan tak suka bila nampak encik doktor masuk beramai2 dengan staf nurse semua...mesti nak seluk check bukaan...

tak suke!!!!!sakit owh...

*part paling tak best bila memikirkan nak mengandung lagi....*

tapi nampaknya tak ada rezeki nak bersalin normal, sampai 9 jam dlam labour room, bukaan takat 5 cm je dan takut baby lemas, so, doktor decide nak operate aje lah teman...masa tu dah tak kisah dah..sebab dah lama sangat sakit, janji baby keluar denagn selamat...

alhamdulillah, alya ws born on ramadan 18, 1432H=18 ogos 2011 @ 6.40 am, weight 3.34 kg..

since kena c-zer, duduk la hospital 3 hari..

n pejam celik pejam celi..alya dah setahun

allahuakhbar..alhamdulillah...terbayang saat2 melahirkan alya setahun yang lalu..

jadi anak yang baik ye sayang....

      first day

 i can see the world!! alhamdulillah

 third day..first pic together..nak discharged sudah

 i'm home!!

one month old..demam =(

 2 months =)

3 months..masa marhaban

4 months old!~kecik2 dah pegi kenduri kawen...hehehe

5 months old~study!!!!

6 months old!!!!

 7 months old!

 8 months old...rambut dah banyak!

alya with maktok-9 months old!

 alya kena hfmd...

 calamaine lotion all over the body tapi layan tv ok...

alya with aunty fath!

10 months old!

rindu nak tengok alya tido macam ni....comfy je tgk!







yang sebelah ni how she sleeps now...nganga je mulut...

owh...lil princess at 11 months!

my all time fav rompers bought by maktok!

rasa macam mimpi kan...
kejap je anak umi dah besar...
bila tengok anak dah besar....rindu pulak tengok orang pregnant...
apekah?
heee...azam tahun depan mungkin...weeeee

as at 1 year old..alya dah banyak akai...sangat aktif

*fine...masa mengandungkan alya, I was busy handling my athlete from rumah biru while i'm 7 months carrying lil alya sampai semua cikgu pon pening tengok mak buyung ni berkejar ke sana ke sini...huhunow i know where the trait comes from...tetttt*

.: thank you kepada mereka yang sudi bagi hadiah :.

cerita buka hadiah...

hehe...sambung balik entry kawen...ar...tak abes lagi...sesi buka hadiah...nanti ada cerita reception kat sabak bernam pulak...

okies...lepas abes kenduri dalam pukul 4.30, pergi outdoor bersama2 OP..balikd alam dekat2 maghrib...pastu mandi, solat sume...then, zauji kuar dengan encik pengapit pergi minum2..siap pesan balik awal sebab nak bukak hadiah...hehehe...saya suka dapat hadiah...



lepas isyak, dalam pukul 9 lebih, bermula la sesi membuka hadiah...selain saya dan zauji, assistant ramai jugak..iaitu sepupu2 saya turut membantu dalam proses membuka hadiah...banyak owh...tak larat kalau buka sorang2..

banyak dapat electric appliance macam rice cooker dapat 2, toaster dapat 2, table lamp dapat 3, coffee maker dapat 2, table fan pon dapat dalam 2 jugak..jap2 cuba recall balik apa lagi hadiah yang dapat...banyak dapat set cadar jugak...hehe...set comforter jugak, set pinggan, gelas, photo album, kain baju...paling best dapat kain sepasang dari anak2 di usim sana...terima kasih hizami,KA.emmy dan senah..tak lupa set comforter dari anak2 5ds 2009 dan table fan dari form 5 2010...time kasih..time kasih..

above all, my favourite will be hadiah from yana-yana bagi cam plak yang ada gambar saya dan zauji..dan juga satu frame yang ada engraving my name and zauji's name...dan juga buku resipi dari haziq and nadiah dan juga buku tentang wanita from pn fauziah...

erm...hadiah2 tu ada dah yang guna, macam cadar..hehehe...ye la..kene la selalu tukar dan juga toaster sebab sebelum kawen memang berharap dapat hadiah toaster sebab toaster kat rumah dah rosak...hahaha...tak malu kan sebab berharap dapat hadiah...hehehe..

lepas selesai membuka hadiah, umi2 pula sambung dengan aktiviti mengira duit yang disedekah tetamu2 yang hadir...Alhamdulillah...rezeki yang Allah berikan kepada kami...banyak jugak dapat...selessai bayar catering la..

tu je cite bukak hadiah...enjoy!

.: 161010 part II :.

okies...setelah sekian lama saya memeram cerita kawen saya...saya nak share...nak simpan cerita kenangan hari bahagia ini untuk tatapan sendiri di masa hadapan...

16 oct 2010

malam sebelumnya sepupu n makcik pakcik sume dah dtg berkumpul kat umah...kekecohan sememangnya ada la kan...dan saya pakai inai malam itu...hahaha...alamatnye tdo pon lewat...adik n cousins pon sibok pakai jugak...huhu...biarkan aje...

bangaun pagi tu...macam ar...eh...ari ni ker...actually tak tau nak rasa ape..excited..risau...nervous...semua ada..yer la..anything can happen...byk dgr cerita kan sebelum ni...so, hati berdebar2..bgn pagi...sume org sibok2...ade yg masak untuk mlm nikah...boleh pulak mase nak iron bj melayu nan..x jumpe seluar bj melayu utk pkai masa kenduri...saya ni dah la kan..x boleh dgr benda2 cam ni..tros jd panas...n kelam kabut...cuba utk cool...siap2 coz after zuhur ada khatam quran..naik mandi pukul 1...solat zuhur...siap2 pkai baju...pastu make up la sket...n di touch up balik oleh cousin saya yana...huhu...saya make up pkai bedak aje...abes die dtg...die tonyoh la dengan segala blusher, eye shadow n lipstick...layan jer la...

alamak dah lewat...terkocoh2 amek quran...pastu tros tarik acah jd pengapit terjun since cousins yg lain x solat zuhur lg...aiseh....huhu...see..mmg kelam kabut n kecoh ok...pastu turun bawah trgk sume geng marhaban umi dah start sampai...saya tros amek tempat depan pelamin...

masa mengaji...khatam...baca doa khatam...sepupu saya yg comel..acah

masa start baca, punya la nervous...yer la..ngaji depan makcik2 yg mmg otai bab ngaji tu...huh..mau x berpeluh...start baca tu laju jer...haha..sampai umi tegur laju sgt...pastu dah ok...slow sket...pastu steady jer..alhamdulillah...selesai....pas selesai khatam quran, saya baca doa khatam...sayu gak baca...sebak je rasa dada...tapi control...pastu sesi marhaban...yeay!saya suka...hehehe...start dgn asmaul husna...selawat...lagu pengantin...tapi ada satu lagu touching...pasal jasa ibu n ayah...ayo...itu x boleh control punya...berderai juga air mataku....~belum time akad lagi ni~...kak ngah n umi pon...pastu makcik2 ku n geng marhaban umi juga ramai yg berderai...teringat kat arwah abah sebenarnya...kalaulah arwah abah ada...but i know, he prays for me from far...

pas selesai tu, umi minta saya ucap terima kasih untuk sume..wakil umi..sore sebak2 aje masa tu...sebab pas nanges...alhamdulillah...sume berjalan lancar....time kasih tak terhingga pada semua yang terlibat....

kumpulan nurul syuhadah presint 8, putrajaya

kumpulan nurul sakinah, putrajaya

pas ni kepada sesiapa yang berminat, boleh la contact saya...untuk majlis kawen ker..khatam quran ker..cukur jambul ke...boleh...boleh...setakat area bangi, kajang, puchong diorang cover lagi...hehehe...tros jadi agent tu...tp siyes mmg promote ni....hehehe

sekian sahaja cerita khatam...nti next enry sambong cite akad pulak yer...lagi malatop tau...hehe...
ni pic camera sdiri...tgu encik officil photographer bolum lagi...hehehe...enjoy d pics ya!