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Monday, December 15, 2014

thank you

simple words but yet not an easy one to be uttered.agree?
being thankful.being grateful.nicely written.nicely said.but hard to be one.
when i looked around,there are many unfortunates but still they have their own way to be happy.and i see many rich and i could say fortunate people who are not as happy as the first i mentioned.they might be driving only kancil but they have good relationship with their spouse and children.ever asked ourselves how do they live their life?simple.be grateful.ne thankful.for anything and everything u have.for anything and everything we have.it is more than enough.how u wanted to be in one's conditon,there are many who prays to be in your shoes.be thankful for what u have.cukuplah apa yang ada.
as for myself,alhamdulillah i am blessed for what i have and achieved so far.if not because of Allah's blessed, i might not be as what i am today.yes.i pray.you pray.everybody is saying a little prayer if not much.but i've read somewhere do not ever think That Allah has answered your prayer because u get everything that u asked for.if not of Allah's blessed, u won't be getting what u have asked.if Allah wants to give,he will give even though u don't ask for it because Allah can read whatever that u have in mind and heart.so everything that u have is because of Allah's blessed.
in addition, everything surrounds u is a test.yes.whether u are rich or poor,whether u get what u want or not.everything is a test.be it a bad one or a good one.
despite everything that we have been through,be thankful 😊

quality time

okay.school holiday is almost coming to the end 😱😱😱
this year as a new teacher at my new school,i was appointed to invigilate spm.so i've missed the first two weeks of school holidays.nevertheless,the balance are more than enough.for the first week after i am done with the invigilating,i just spend the days at my mom's house.spending time with the kids,play with them,do art activities (my fav and alya's too) 😁
alhamdulillah i managed to do homemade playdough and paint because i wanted to let adik to explore toi and at his current age,everything is to be tasted before doing anything with it 😅😅😅.so, by using all the non toxic ingredients,it is safer for him to taste it first but it is not meant to be eaten k baby 😭😭😭
as a mother,especially a working mother like me, when u have breaks like school holidays it is for u to spend with ur loved ones.a quality one please.means that no hp or other gadgets.so to those who hardly reach me during this school holiday.i am truly sorry 😔 sometimes, i forgot to charge my hp..hahaha..so busy entertaining them..
so mothers out there,especially a working one,spend the little time you have with your kids a quality one 😊

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

i am a working mother

yes..i am a working mother..and i am proud to write here even though i am a working mother,i still do other house chores on my own.from laundry to cooking to cleaning the house,folding clothes,ironing clothes etc....the list goes on..and i am thankful enough that i decided to choose being a teacher..at first being a teacher is not in my list when i wanted to apply for my upu.but looking at the courses,i wanted to do only maths.so after discussing with umi,she agreed that i chose education as my course.alhamdulillah..
erm..back to the topic. recently there are a lot of status and hot topics on being a stay at home mom (sahm) vs working mom.
when i first read all the status,i did feel small.i looked at my kids.oh my!what have i done to them.felt like i've sinned them by leaving them with babysitter.. 😞
but when i looked back,i did cook for them,wash their clothes,play with them..yes.it is not fulltime but i still can find time to do what sahm do to their kids.insya Allah..dengan izinNya..
and i still feel proud that i am a working mother who is a teacher.being a teacher means that i teach and educate kids.i share knowledge that i have with other kids out there.sometimes i do have the thought of resigning anf just stay at home.but after i did some deep thinking,hey i am doing a noble job.no.it is not just a job.it is a responsibility!yes!that is it!i believe if we carry out the resposibility the best that we could,Allah will repay us with the best result too.not just that, in other way,we also 'berkongsi rezeki' with the babysitter.remember the pay that we get is not just ours.there are some parts are meant to be shared with others.. smile =) dapat pahala.in a way we help the needy housewife whom might need extra money for their living.smile again =) and when we work,we won't feel guilty to give money to our parents. *kalau guna duit suami mungkin segan segan nak mintak kan*
so i should not feel small being a working mother.i should feel proud!i work but i will still try to spend time with my kids as much as i can.insya Allah.try to do what other sahm do!so to all working mothers out there.wake up!don't feel small.we work but we still do other house works! ( unless u do not play your role as a wife and mother at home..that is something serious )
so a little advice to all mothers out there.whether u are a stay at home mom or a working mother.we are mothers.i am not writing this to say that working mothers are good.but a little words to be shared with other working mothers out there.to soothe them for currently there a lot of updates on stay at home mom. *working mothers ada sikit sikit terasa kot* =(
mana tahu suatu hati nanti ada rezeki kita untuk duduk di rumah juga
as for now..be happy with what u r doing..ur job might be ur route to jannah if u do them sincerely..insya Allah

-i am a working mother who is a mother of two-

Monday, September 29, 2014

cabaran guru hari ini

assalamualaikum... 😊
hari ini terasa nak share tentang bagaimana saya sebagai guru menghadapi kerenah anak anak murid....erm...jauh beza btul dengan zaman saya belajar..sedih sebenarnya..
the way they talk seems like we teachers are their friends..frankly sometimes i do feel hurt and angry for they way they speak and respond..macam acuh tak acuh je jawabnya..tak serius bila kita mengajar..tak buat homework tu perkara biasa buat mereka..dan perkara luar biasanya ialah mereka tiada rasa malu bila didenda berdiri kerana tidak menyiapkan kerja rumah..macam bangga lagi ada la..ni nak cerita ni
saya denda murid murid lelaki sebab tiada sesiapa antara mereka yang mahu menjawab soalan di papan putih..yang membara di hati ini adalah bila ada seorang budak lelaki ini dengan tanpa rasa bersalah (dah la selalu ponteng sekolah) mengeluarkan sukat dan menyikat rambutnya dalam kelas saat didenda tu...rasanya apa perasaan cikgu dia (saya la tu)...mahu tak temper..abes satu kelas saya membebel...langsung tiada rasa hormat kat kita ni...
bila berdepan dengan kerenah kerenah macam ni..teringat kat anak anak..dan selalu titipkan doa agar anak anak ini dilindungi dari perbuatan negatif...agar anak2 ini disayangi dan disenangi insan insan yang mengenali..tahu menghormati dan mempunyai adab sopan terhadap golongan yang lebih tua...
banyan pengalaman baru yang saya tempuh di sekolah baru ni..ada masa nanti saya kongsi lagi...
penyejuk hati saya....

quality time with le famili

lama kot rasanya tak main bowling...sejak kawen mcm tak pernah je main bowling..heeee...so sabtu baru ni saya spend masa dgn family tercinta untuk bermain bowling...seronok sangat!!!!

dan markah paling rendah itu haruslah saya...huhu....

Friday, September 26, 2014

.: comeback :.

lama sangat sangat kot tak update blog...
btw, saya dah ada dua orang anak n i'm moving back to sg besar..
erm...kembali kepada tempat asal saya memulakan kerjaya..
thought of coming back to this blogging thingy since i have  a lot to say, share and write.
yes i have facebook but it is just quite limited for me to express my thought..
since i already have this blog, so i already have a better space to share..
well..pray that i'll istiqamah to do so!

alhamdulillah...meet my little family =)