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Thursday, November 5, 2009

.: argh!!!! :.

ari ni balik lewat lg......penat...penat...dan penat.....letih....letih dan letih.....i don't mind spending my time in school if it is to teach d students....bile dah jd cikgu ni br tau....penat...i don't mind about teaching...at all...seriously...kdg2 rase cam byk keje admin lg dr 'core bussiness' iaitu mengajar....am i complaining?i guess so....ntah la.....PENAT...PENAT........tu je perasaan sekarang.....sebenarnye bengan btol ari ni....

kate meeting kul 3....tunda lak kul 4.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tensen....saye pon mau berehat!!!!!!!!!!!sy pon perlukan privacy sy....kalo ikut ati....nak je balik....malas nak g meeting....tp....ape plak katenye nti...layankan jer....x ikhlas kan?erm.....sedih nyer......bile x ikhlas...hati mmg x happy.....................itu la perasaan sekarang ni......x berapa happy....rase cam nak letak je jawatan warden.............x arat dah...cukup la 2 tahun....

tp...kesian plak kat cikgu yg akan take over....mcm lepaskan diri sendiri tp...susahkan org lain plak....teruk ke saya kalo letak jawatan sebagai warden?sy dg x larat.....sy dah penat....cukup la 2 tahu ni.....i've had enough....if we see from the surface, we'll say that 'ala....warden x wat ape2 pn'...physicallly mmg x de ape....tp emotionally....kalo penat emotion....lg penat dr physical tau....cam ne yer....x de alasan utk letak jawatan....ade satu je alsan....tp dh x nak berharap pd alasan itu....sebab masih xpasti.....tp sy berharap sgt dpt pindah........

rase cam guru n warden cemerlang dah ni.....
ari ni agak memeberontak....
ye la....dah penat...ape lg....sy pon perlukan privacy sy jugak....
nekad la....nak letak jwtn warden....biarla.....
tp....x pe ke?kesian plak kat cikgu yg akan take over nanti...
tp dr kerja x ikhlas....lg teruk kot....kan
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2 comments:

Liyana said...

wah kak wan..sabar2..kita baru masuk ni pun dh hlg sbr..sok dah kena gi seminar..mana nak buat buku log, report..dhla kita minggu orientasi..tapi...........

fidahchomell said...

sabarla yana...tu br start...nti bile bukak skolah br yana akan face d real world...ape2 pon...kite dh pilih utk jd seorg pendidik...itulah cabaran.... =) best of luck sis!