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love...

actually dis is one of the topics offered to students for their spm trial xm..

n most of them chose to write about love..some of them created a story about love...bla..bla...bla...some of them wrote about love as in factual...some of them just expressed their says about love...actually it's fun reading their essays...i got to know their expressions...erm...some of them were so shy in class yet produced a beautiful essay about love...see...how beautiful writing is...if u can't express it verbally...mayb writing is the best way...as for me...erm...i love writing eventhough i'm a math teacher...some things can't be expressed verbally, so i decided to create my own blog in order to write my say here....it's my blog...so i have the right to write n say what ever i want to...

it has been a long time since i wrote appropriately..n i guess slowly i've lost the touch...used to write a lot before in diary n in my previous blog...woder...what stops me from writing?it's just me i guess...because if i want to..i can just do it...right?

okay....enough...let's continue the topic...LOVE...love is very subjective. whenever we talk about love, we always think of the person that we adore,love, care, n admire so much..right?so do I...

being Muslim, our greates love should go to the ONLY ONE, ALLAH swt..i'm 25 already..i've done a lot of mistakes in my life..i''ve done a lot of sins..honestly, i'm very happy that slowly i realised all of them...bit by bit..Alhamdulillah Allah still give me chance to repent n correct my mistakes...can't be denied that, sometimes i do repeat it..i'm just a normal human being...but i really want to try to be better...to improve myself to a better muslimah...insya Allah...

then, love the messenger, Rasulullah saw...d greatest person in the world..the best idole for all..he loves all of his ummah even until his last breath, he still thinks of us...his ummah...he keeps repating about us even at then end of his life...how he really loves his ummah...so, our duty is to always pray for him n recite Al-fatihah for him after prays...

next my love will go to my family...arwah abah, umi, kak ngah n mannan...i just can't describe my love to them..they have all of my love..i would sacrifice anything n everything just to make them happy...sometimes i do feel sad for not having chance to repay on whatever abah has done for me..abah, my prayer n al-fatihah will always there for you till my last breath...n i romise to take a very good care of umi...anyhting just to make umi happy...i love my mom soooooo much...she is the best mother in the world...proud to have u...n glad that u r mine.... =)

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erm..talking about love...how about this...for not having a bf/gf, will u complaint about the lack of love in your life?asking this to me..when i was younger...maybe..as i'm getting maturer..not older...hehe...x nak ngaku tuh...huhu...i think that no...nothing is lack for not having a special bf/gf..as for me...ok fine..i do have a bf...but most of the time, i like to spend it with my family...especially my umi...i'm willing to drive from sg besar just to spend my weekend with my umi...

feeling lonely..yes...but for nohaving enough love...no...hey...come on...it's not the end of the world for not having a bf...tgk la saye...having a bf but as if i don't have one...i do a lot to myself to make sure that i feel loved..if i can't go back to putrajaya to spend my days...i'll go to my school n spending time with my students..they always make me feel loved whenever i'm with them...see...for not having my bf here..i still feel loved...yeah...mayb i don't get that love from a guy...but love is not meant for couple only...love is made for everybody...for u, me n everybody... n i dont find myself lack of love eventhough most of my friends are already married and they have their companion...hey, i also have mine...my umi...hehe...we love hanging out together...i also have companion at sg besar...my strength...my students...

to conclude, it's you to decide whether to feel loved or not...i choose to feel loved n to be loved...
what i can say here is...it's all back to urself...if u want to feel loved..u are the one who will decide...so...have u got ur decision?....live ur life to the fullest...get as much love as u can....