.: new school..brand new me :.

my oh my.....
ye...saya tahu..sangat2 lama saya x update blog..sejak bersekolah ni..penuh sangat2...bangun pagi2 solat subuh..kadang2 tdo balik..pastu bangun, siapkan makan tengah hari..masak2 apa2 yang patut..kalo isnin-khamis selalunye menu simple je..tapi kalau jumaat at least nasi tomato la..hehe..kata ngajar petang..


ok...it has been two weeks since my transfer to smk jalan 3..frankly writing over here...i still miss simpang 5..seriously..the kids, the colleagues..the staff..oh my...saya rindu simpang lima..


the only best thing about my transfer is......

I CAN HAPPILY SMILE WHENEVER THINKING OF I'M COMING BACK TO MY H0ME SWEET HOME AFTER THE TIREDNESS THAT I GET FROM WORK....

ha......memang best la sebab dapat duduk rumah sendiri..makan pon agak sempurna..betul time lunch nyer..time dinner nyer...paling best sebab  tak perlu pening2 nak fikir keluar makan kat mane...hehehe..

about the school...mayb i'm still too attached to my first school..where i am sooooo used to the environment and the culture, i hardly make myself adapting to the new people and new surroundings..i miss the quietness that i get from simpang 5 and definitely hardly having the quietness here...actually it's quite ok..but it just that, i am used to the quietness..that's all..

u can ask my students, i think my voice back in simpang 5 is loud enough to be heard from the neighbour class...but in my new school, with the same volume.............'cikgu, saya tak dengar la suara cikgu'..and as the result, i'm having a sore throat after only my second week there (but my first week of teaching)...so?

ok...i need time i guess..

and being able to transfer to a school where they have zero idea idea of who i am..i can create the new brand of me...

'cikgu baru tu garang la...'

erk...there are students complaining to the teachers there that i am garang..i mean, i have to..because if i'm not 'garang', then they won't keep their mouth shut and they won;t listen to what i'm saying..

the students are different, so the approach is different too..no more the sweet of me..the nice me ( not yet ), only the strict of me u'll see at least for now...as i need to gain the respect from the students..but there's on student thanking me of my stricness

'teacher, thanx for controlling the class and 

we're all able to learn'

i guess..my strictness work =)

i remember this one incident where a boy asked me whether i'm a practical teacher or not..and when i told him, i'm not a practical teacher, not even a new posting teacher and this school is my second school, the way they looked at me is different..so, what i'm trying to stress here is they are having different perception on u are a new teacher or u are already a teacher...hahaha...gotcha...nak mainkan aku la tuh...

erm....as for now, my colleagues are okay but definitely need more time to blossom the relationship..
i need time to feel the school, how i felt with simpang 5 before...i just need time... =)

actually i'm kinda made myself ready as i make me having the idea of...

sedih duduk jauh dari umi, kene duduk sendiri, tapi dapat sekolah yang baik..budak2 yang pandai...kawan2 yang best n penyayang...

bila dapat pindah duduk rumah nanti, kene biasakan diri dengan suasana yang lain..budak2 yang tak sama dengan sekolah lama..tapi gembira sebab dapat duduk rumah...

saya membiasakan diri dengan situasi ini..

ape2 pon, saya bersyukur kerana Allah membuka peluang saya untuk berpindah dan duduk dengan umi n faimly saya..dan saya tak perlu lagi memikirkan nak makan mana malam ni? dan tak perlu bersiap2 kemas barang untuk balik putrajaya...hehehe...those were my routine back in sg besar...hehehe