.:saya belum bersedia utk berkongsi kasih sayang:.

hepi 2010 ppl...

alhamdulillah..syukur kepada YANG ESA kerana memberi ruang kpd sy dan kamu (ye...kamu yg sedang membaca ni) n sume2 org utk maseh bernafas di bumiNya ini...

so...how's ur new year?

as for me...just came back from 'konon2 ade fireworks' jalan2...

attn ppl...no fireworks in putrajaya for new year ek...

so..lets go back to 2009 b4 thinking of what awaits me in 2010

2009

-my sister graduated for her degree..alhamdulillah..happy for u kak ngah..

-nan passed his final exams and is now waiting for his dip convo nx year..congrates lil bro!

-umi made her new pangkin in front of our house...sgt beautiful owhkies...

-lost her beloved student~arwah mariah n her beloved aunty~arwah maksu..

-faced a lot of challenges in her career n love life...

-cried a lot...huhuhu

nothing much happened...but in 2009 i learned a lot...aku bersyukur sangat2 Allah bg aku petunjuk n hidayah utk aku berubah...baik dr segi pemakaian..sikap...n dlm memperbaiki hubungan ku dgn DIA...

n aku harapkan tahun 2010 ni akan menjadikan aku seorg yg bertambah baik...

so...what awaits me in 2010?

2010

-many duties as a teacher...

-many responsibility...

-to help d students getting good result..

-to b a teacher who is not just teaching but at the same time educating...

-to give mooore lovessss to ownself n family n loved ones....

-spend moooore on ownself...

-mahu sibukkan diri dgn keje..x mau fikir pasal cinta lg..

-mahu memperbaiki hubungan dgn DIA YANG SATU...

-kesimpulannya~saya belum bersedia utk berkongsi kasih sayang!!!!!

ok..to those who are wondering with~saya belum bersedia utk berkongsi kasih sayang..

erm...may i say that...i'm not ready for a marriage........ok fine...yet...not yet...not anytime soon...
both physically n mentally aren't ready!
huhu..hehe....jgn marah ar...
why?owh...u r asking y...

erm...sebab sy belom bersedia utk berkongsi kasih sayang la...
sy maseh mahu simpan kasih sayang sy utk umi n adek2 sy ajer dulu...
sebab sy rase thn lepas terlalu byk melukakan diri sendiri n mayb my family too...
so...my new year resolution is...not to hurt me n my family...
rase cam thn lepas lebih byk utk org2...thn ni mau lebihkan family....

it's kinda sad to not living with umi n adek2..not going for a holiday with them...n most important is...not celebrating hari raya with them...owh....HARUS NANGES owhkies...

so..after doing a lot of thinking...~been a thinker these few days...am not ready to settle down...tolong~~~

fine...i have to face d cepucemas qs...let them be...when they are tired enough..eventually they'll stop..x kan x tau penat kot!hehehe....

so...2010~tahun utk menyayangi diri sendiri..n spend to ownself!!!!!

love myself =)